I use social networking sites like tumblr, facebook!
I am my own manager and must actively seek work religiously
is where I get the most work
The baby died at four months on Oct 7 2007
I had an amazing birthing experience. I was in construction painting and was a hotel maid back then and I was painting a house the day i gave birth! I felt very empowered. I was the healthiest I have or had ever been. I gained a perfect 40lbs and i looked and felt fabulous! I started feeling minor labor pains at about 4pm and they started to become ragular around 10pm. I went to the hospital around midnight or 1am. I stayed away from any painkillers or drugs until about 5am when i desided..fuck the pain..and the epidural kicked in perfectly on time when I could still feel the pressure of when to push but didn’t feel much pain. I gave birth around 7am in June. I was so proud!
My family is very big and yes my mom is having another baby! : )
Yes, My family are strong Christians
I love being in peoples dreams. was it a good dream?
Help! can anyone recommend me any great, top of the line online publications/tumblrs??!!
Here are the ones I am aware of:
Thank you for the lovely complement.
No, I have never had an eating disorder myself.
because I am a freelance model my height and weight are not scrutinized by any sort of manager or anything.
Individual photographers hire me..if they don’t dig my look..if i’m to “fat”, too skinny, too short, too plain..too whatever…they just don’t hire me….my “look” is just not for them.
We all have problems…an eating disorder can be confertational because when people are around you or just see you they may take note.
but like any habbit, problem, disease…there are supports out there
but like a drug addict..i think someone with an eating disorder has to one day deside for themselves that they are ready within themselves to get healthy or change…how you go about that can vary.
loving..hell, accepting your body is hard for everyone.
the best to you and your self-acceptance/adventure/exploration