are artists pretentious

Sometimes, I really wish I had motivation to be like a doctor or a scientist. While i do find the body and how it works to be very interesting, I don’t see myself sacrificing my life to lets say zoning in on alztimers disease to find out why it destroys the brain and how to stop it.
I don’t have an instilled passion for this.

Something in me deep down is an artist and always will be
and I am and will never be satisfied unless I am creating.
Frivolous but beautiful art is what I have mainly created so far.

Something in me is a little guilty that I am not contributing to society
something in me wants to
honestly.

I am very interested in learning and sharing information
so maybe I can contribute by sharing a study in an interesting, engaging, and tangible way
and maybe someone will read something i’ve written or watch a documentary I make and it will make them engrossed enough that they will become a researcher or doctor or scientist.
I hope so.
I hope I can inspire others to action.
I’d at least feel that I’ve contributed something.

Saab Alternator

Forgot: This is one of my greatest needs and I forgot about it!
you can buy at Auto Zone
By the way, a couple of people suggested that I check junk yards…trust me, yes, that was the first place I looked!
For some reason there are very very few Saabs in New Orleans.
Thank god I know people who are mechanics because there are NO mechanic shops in New Orleans that work on Saabs! The closest Saab Shop is in Baton Rouge.