Anonymous asked: What exactly are you doing to try to win him back? Do you think it will work??
I am trying to show him affection because I used to, then I walked on him…but I was young, figuring out life, finding my voice and making sure that HE was the one out of all the beautiful, intelligent, hardworking men out there. ( we got together when I was still 15…almost 16! )
I want to show him that I have more honesty, dignity, love for life/self and what I am chosing to do day to day.
I want to be healthy and indpendant
I want to treat people right.
Address my demons.
In 2010 I felt like I really did like him.
it was at this point he had fallen out of love.
For the past two years the relationship has been really rotting.
But that seed started way back in 2008
I pushed away the love of my life….and lost him.
we will see what happens…these things take lots of time
