xomit asked: you seem to have such a spontaneous impulsive life – i gather this from an ask where you responded you go on a trip every other month and when you do you do 2 shoots per day. i feel like doing what you do you'd meet so many interesting people and have so many interesting perhaps even random/unexpected experiences. i find it fascinating because it something i aspire, even crave – to be on the go, to explore [people/places]. is there anything you want to do that you feel you haven't thus far?
maybe 1.5 shoots per day….yes! its extreemly interesting…and people do ask the most random things…like the werstling shoot…or jumping onto a fall mat from super high places!
yes! there are soo many things I still want to do that i’ve never tried ..when i’m depressed or get scared that i’m a poisonous person I start to wonder if i should be alive…like deserve life or at least to interact with other human beings…because i have done evil things and will do more of them. I definatly don’t learn the flame is hot just cause my mom told me it would be..i have to get burned…and then burned deeper before I learn my lesson…but I think i’m getting somewhere…i hope.
Anyway, my dreams keep me alive and grasping. I want to model, act, direct a movie, write song lyrics, assist on a graphic novel or write one, be a photographer, write a novel, read more books, watch more movies, hear another amazing song, be a stunt person, be a sailer, be a cowgirl, travel to countries/states I’ve never been to, learn to ride a horse well, own a 1985 camero, learn spanish, learn some more sign language, learn how to dance, paint houses more,…
